Sparkles The Mouse

Years ago I wrote an Easter store "The Ledgend of the Easter Bunny" and I purchased a mouse for my Daz studio, so I could create the Mouse in the story, Sparkles the mouse. But I never got the image created, it seems something always comes up. Daz studio was just one of the programs that I tried learning, and the only 3d studio that I got so I a feel for. But I have a long way to go before I can develope my Daz house mouse into a Sparkles the mouse. I don't know if I will ever get the project done, I haven't even quite mastered shaping the dolls yet, and until I can do that, it will be impossable to shape a mouse into a Sparkles. Then I have to create the other Zoom mice. But I am considering getting rid of my computer and my Daz studio and just use my laptop, with a Linux operating system, because I no longer wish to do downloads. But I will be able to make websites and blogs. With my health so bad, it will be a lot simpler for me to handle, and one of my children can finish the images someday. My pitfall was allowing everyone to use my computer and not being able to have the time to do anything worthwhile. To model a charactor takes a long time for an amature like me and I still haven't quite learned the anatomy and how to layor body parts so they form the clothing to create a realistic look.

simple, yet a hidden mental block

Years ago I started a novel "My Friends Call me Tonto" about three brothers who went through the civil war, fighting on different sides, and returning returning home with hate, saddness, and a need to be brothers again. Any way Tonto became a mountian man because he couldn't live around other people. He met a young man, who secretly was a woman, who faked being a man throughout the civil war. It was based on the many women who became men, so they could become troops in that war. so went on to die as a man and only then did others know they were really women. The civil war has always been used as a stepping stone to westerns, but writing about a woman being a man in that was, as easy as you would think it would be, turned out to be a chalenge that I could never finish. Like I ended up with so many questions that needed answers to; Like how did those women hide having there Monthly period. What did the use. Anyway I kept as much of my researh as I could in hopes of finishing the story, but even though I still download anything sexual to get answers, I still don't have enough. It seems impossable for them to fake being a man just for one day would be impossable. Anyway writers do have blocks caused by n